Hi everyone just to let you know I have had two medicals in one week and I can tell you it is sole destroying.
I have been having panic attacks all week and have been ill I was doing well with the depression only for this to throw me back into sleepless nights ect.
Anyway after all the trouble I had last year with the untruths and appeal which was only 6 months ago I have been even more anxiouse about these medicals and very paraniod. My industrial Injuries medical was carroed out by a diffrent doctor (same one the last five times) this made me suspiciouse however he was very polite and seemed helpfull but again I cant help but be supsiciouse they are being extra nice after my complaint and subsequnce disaplinary proceeding against last years doctor.
My IB medical today was similar very polite (over polite) and knew about my complaint and investigation from last year as at the begining they apologised for my treatment last year.
This has made me very suspicious that they have been briefed I hope not as I cannot go through the appeals ect again.
I only hope I dont have to wait to long to find out as I am so worried that my depression is getting very bad again and this could put my treatments back months like last year.
I have recorded my interview this time so I have evidence of my answers.
I hate this process and I wish I had never been injured or was self sufficient so I did not have to have benefits even though I have paid thousands into the system over the years.
thanks for letting me have my say and I will let you know how I get on
